update, or here we go again, maybe?

i just have not done this forever. i have been writing a bit in my paper journal, but not here.

i lost the cables to charge up my digital camera. then i found the cables and now have misplaced my camera! grrrr. it makes it a bit difficult to post the art that i AM doing.

been doing a lot of postcard RAKs and swaps. it would be nice to take pics of the work i am doing. there has only been one book, so far, that i worked in and was not able to photograph. of course, i always forget about the fact that i actually could scan things?! sheesh. i suppose i should put my postcard work in here, if nothing else. give someone who falls in here something pretty to look at. or not, their decision.

hmmm. grandma. not good. every time i think of it i try to ask her god to do whatever it is she wants. let her go, get better, whatever, up to the two of them. the letters cyn and i have gotten from leslie are sad and depressing. i just want her to be happy and get what she wants. leslie says that she usually doesn't even know who people are. i just hope she is in a happy place and not a sad scary one.

that is something i have thought aobut for a long time: if people are not in the here and now, i hope that they are at least somewhere happy. nicholas sparks' notebook was a story of a woman with alzheimers and she cried almost all the time. that is the exact opposite of what i wish for people. any people.

and then i forgot this was connected online and left it sitting for many hours.

more later.